evrythng

i dont knw what makes u so sad these days.
but maybe i already knw..
the month that had made you so happy is now the month you will forever resent.
but u know wat? this month is one of the most memorable one for me.
coz within the first 2wks, i always feel happy/lonely/satisfied/miserable.
i dont knw.mybe its because of the things that go by...


now i am missing evrythng.. :l
i love the way you caress my hair.
i always feel ecstatic when you're near me.
your scent makes me want to love you more and more.
your voice is everythng i wanna hear.
the way u said those meaningless words kept on replaying in my mind.
i always think about the night when we had talked about evrything.
and i always wonder when will be the next time we'll be like that again.
and above all, i love it when your eyes stare into mine.

and i am hating myself for being quiet when you're around.
coz i've always wanted to be a friend that you can talk to about everything.
i hate it when i talk nonsense in front of you coz i know it makes u think im (even) weirder than i already am.

but now.i dont knw.evrything seems dull and vague.again.
and im sad nanaman.

my lappie is ok na dw.
ok

okei

and
i hd jst borrowed a book in the lib titled love in the time of cholera.
i know this book is popular and i want to read it.
and i cant decide which books i wanna borrow coz i kinda want to read every book in the shelves though i know i really cant. and im so sure i will get lazy again later on with this book.
i just think its a love story and im in the mood to read one. i dont know. maybe i want to read something that i can apparently relate with??(??
i just think im in love?? this sucks.

swt cravings

bsted.arggh.
this cough.phlegm.totally suck.
why did i only crave for icecrea/cerealicious/shakes/cookies/choclates now that i've been invaded by these infectious microorganisms?!!
such wrong timing,mahn~!

ok.i will wish myself luck for the soccer tryouts this afternoon.
my friend recruited me and i invited rochelle s if she want to and we'll be going later.

i miss korean dramas.
i miss my lappie.
imiss watching gg
i miss watching friends.
i miss home.
i miss my family.
i miss eating a lot of chips
i miss my dvds.

=(

huh

i must start reading d physioana bk.
i havent read the rest of the topic yet.
coz the quiz will be this afternoon alr~

my notebook is broken.again.for the nth time,i think.
i hope they will replace that damn thing.i totally hate it.well not totally though.it also became a part of my life.it comforts me in times of despair too. T.T

ok.i havent been blogging these days.if only u know how much i want to blog about a lot of things that had been happening right now. i really am dying to tell it to everybody.ha! not literally to everybody though~

anyway. i am constantly thinking abt him. and i keep on replaying the words he says and the things he does in my mind over and over and over again. though those things are'nt really a big deal for him and to anybody, but it is a huge thing for me. coz its actually what kept me on smiling everyday...!~ :D

tired.

i wanna sleep. sleep more. but i cant seem to sleep longer these days.
i dont knw why. but i actually love how dark my "under-eyes" are getting..~! haha
i miss my family so so badly.
i think if im at home, i wont be feeling lonely and miserable on what's already been going on with my life ryt now. i just cant accept the fact that i really shouldnt expect someone i like to like me the same way. ok. this is sOo drama. i hate this.

im just really sad regarding this part.
but i should keep in mind that these things are just temporary.they come and go anyway.
i should always rmember that there are other things in my life that i should focus on.
that there are actually a lot of people who love and care for me and accept me for who i am!
there are my friends and family that i should be happy about.
my world doesn't and won't revolve around him forever.though sometimes i wish it would.
:l


anyway.my class wil start at 1 and i am so not in the mood but i actually am.. and i just want to make things go well.to make things the way it used to be..

??!

i dont knw waht to do now.
all i know, im bored. tired. scared. feelin' lazy.
i want to study my lessons. wanna read all the books but.
im lazy.
i got easily bored reading them.
uggh.i still havent accomplished an assigned homework.

i hope the class tomorrow wouldnt be canceled.
i dont want to be stuck in here again.
i want to have classes everyday.its actually fun.
i love school.haha

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