Makye. Laugh. Love.

HAHA Funny!

2012-02-18T00:35:00.002+07:00

If there is one thing i wanna do in life

2012-02-16T22:36:00.000+07:00

its staying on the internet forever. i wanna just forever surf the net and stay bummed by it forever. i hate my review classes btw. i totally hate it. thats why im not attending it any more.

i find it sexy though

2012-02-14T21:06:00.002+07:00

How to deal with heartbreak again?

2012-02-12T10:04:00.001+07:00

What type of guys to be cautious about: Guys who are excessively friendly. and sweet. and cute. and humble. and smart. and kind. and humorous. :( And How to deal with them next time: Be apathetic. na lang. and don't open up too much. And dont be too talkative about every thing. Just be moderately friendly. -.- all these I failed to do and things are making me even crazier as each passing minute goes by. i srsly need to stop liking guys who are so so so so so so likeable.

Ang Mahiwaga Kong Picture

2012-01-25T22:47:00.001+07:00

Parang gst ko palitan picture ko sa fb. kaso parang ayaw ko dn. haha. ewan ko ba gsto ko xa kasi parang madami nag aadd skn ng friend request simula un ung pic ko..ayaw ko ung pic kasi muka akong mataba dun.haha pero parang muka akong matalino xempre kase dahil sa eyeglasses ko..arrgh my eyes are infected again coz i wore my contacts earlier today and my right eye is being red again..and kinda sharpy painful. lol. anywez, going back to the topic..my picture.. my fb profile picture is kinda having a great mystery to it. chos. ewan ko. baliw nnman ako sa gabing ito..hahaha huhuhuhu. anu ba yan. nakaka hawa tlga ang hhuhuhuhu ni. anyway, ung picture ko nga... inaadd na ako ng mga tao sa pic kong un..parang my kulam ata ang picture kong yun... kaso, ni isa wlang like kaya parang kakaiba. wlang like ung picture pero madami nag aadd dahil sa pcture na un.hahah weird. weirdity right?!?!!! hnd naman karamihan na friend request..ung tipong more than 2 requests lang naman but less than 6 nman eh. ganun.. eh xempre ang basehan kasi ng mga tao pag nag aadd ng friends eh dahil sa piktyur!! =l

I love this day

2012-01-24T17:41:00.001+07:00

I dont knw what exactly makes me appreciate the flow of my day today. I kinda feel relieved. I saw most of my crushes today, though i ws nt satisfied by how we interacted w/ each other.. Or shall i say, how i interacted with each one. It ws so abrupt and plainly vague. Anyway. I actually need to focus on things that needs to be focused ryt now like my internship and my academics and all. My goals. My dreams. And my life. And i am feeling very stinky ryt now. I guess i gotta take a bath alr~

2012-01-23T21:28:00.000+07:00

How to use Skype? O.o
i want to like hav online friends particularly foreign ones.
I kinda know someone who has a lot of foreign friends and i knda want to imitate him.
He's so cool he even managed to travel and stay at his foreign friends' house.
Gosh his friends were so handsome too!! as what i saw in his photo albums though.
-.-

2012-01-23T14:49:00.001+07:00

Im trying to regain the urge to blog. I miss blogging. I used to blog all the time. and I always appreciate the light feeling i get every time I post something of what I feel of just any random thing. And i can't seem to find a special time to do it again not until like today. I decided not to go to my internship today. It may be worth the time to relax a little bit.

My life had been a total mess for the past couple of months and Im still trying to get it right every chance in a day that i could.. I like the concept of meeting a lot of new people, trying new different things, of understanding more about the differences of each individual, that each person has their own personalities and each of us needs to deal with each of their good and bad attitude. That we need to understand and accept a person for who he or she is and not of what we want them to be.

I guess im being extremely addicted to tumblr again that makes me say things like this.
I love tumblr. I love the concept of the random imagaes people post, and random thoughts that other people share, and It is just so cool.

But. the downside of these everything happening to me, and it makes me so sad and down and miserably weak is the fact that I am missing a lot of people. I feel like Im a total loser now. I dont hav a permanent social life anymore. :( I miss the old times. and I am always missing a lot of new happenings in the lives of my loved ones. :( it is making me sad.

2012-01-23T14:27:00.002+07:00

It was awkward for me; but completely nothing to him.

2012-01-02T15:32:00.001+07:00

still hadn't take a shower yet. ewwness me. still netsurfing. i did miss it a lot. since i ws only able to fb and twitter fr the last 3wks. thnx fr the invention of bb world!! i love it. though im thinking of unsubscribing this month. gotta let go of being addicted to it.

My 2 Annoying Buddies

2012-01-02T15:16:00.000+07:00

They're so annoying they didn't wait for me to join them in this image. -.- i only am visible at the background. ha!

2012-01-02T14:59:00.001+07:00

2012-01-02T14:31:00.001+07:00

Last Hour in my Room :(

2012-01-01T09:12:00.000+07:00

2011-11-26T08:51:00.001+07:00

I want a job!

2011-11-23T14:39:00.001+07:00

That particular fleeting moment when a very simple act of kindness made your day.

2011-11-21T20:20:00.001+07:00

Nakakainis...pnapakilig nnman ako..! Hayyzzz bat ganon?! Huhuhu xa nnman ang nagpa kulay ng araw ko..oo mejo.. Maybe it is dahil sa im being emotionally vulnerable again... In the sense na i was feeling so so down na..like any thing positively good could make my day.. Kahit lam ko dn na pnapakilig lang nia q..kaht na sanay nman xa gawn yon sa lahat ng girls and all.. Arrrgh natutuwa nnman ako sknia..errr

Thanksgiving

2011-11-20T14:36:00.001+07:00

Today is the 11th yr abductionnniversay of my father.My day today is the kind of day that i had always been wishing to have..kinda relaxing sunday.. A chilly chill day.. :) I woke up this morning a little before 8 oclock then i ate Maggi curry + egg that my mom had prepared and luckily fr me my brother and my sister were not yet home hehhe so i got a bigger portion of the meal bwahahah then i read a book.. Then i ate again some bread with pnutbttrjelly then i watch himym episodes that i had alr watchd ysrday then watchd vd then read a book then slept fr 1 and a half hr then woke up then ate a meal like an unideal meal on a 3 ocklock aftrnoon.. Rice with leftover fish and a grn mango salad.. Then here i netsurfing again.. But i still remained unbathed.. I better take a bath now

2011-11-12T11:55:00.001+07:00

emo

2011-11-06T19:35:00.000+07:00

nauseating. i feel dizzy. nauseaous. and tired. scared? anxious..bout things. bout stuff that might happen and will happen. i felt bad. arrgh. i dont know. i wish i dont know what or how happiness feels like. so i would feel very normal even though im like feeling down. i dont like this particular feeling. i wanna run away. i wanna go somewhere faraway. lol i feel like im singing through a lyrics of a song. errrr.

2011-10-30T19:34:00.000+07:00

lakas tlg ng feeling ko na my special app xa sa fone nia or whatever na nakaka detect kung cno ang laging nagviview ng fb profile nia.. weirdity. again. and again. anyway, obvious naman dw na crush ko xa sbe ng karamihan. so dapat hnd na ko ma bother maxado kung nalalaman nia na vini view ko profile nia LAGE. kung na hahalata ng mga tao na crush ko nga xa, NAKO mas lalo naman xa dba???! duh! isang malaking duh tlga saken un.kaya useless lang na itago ko ang aking pagcrucrush sknia. pero dba. kelangan din hnd xado obvious.

2011-10-30T14:44:00.001+07:00

2011-10-30T14:39:00.001+07:00

2011-10-29T21:35:00.001+07:00

Y ur name so cool? y ur name sounds so sweet? and astig.?!!!? why o why

2011-10-29T06:25:00.000+07:00

sheeeshh. arrgh. i wanna give up. i wanna give everything up!!! all my pagod and sweat glands and effort might all be discarded.. :( i have the choice of delaying grad and taking the course next year and my life this semester would be more relaxed and happier or.. i'll take the harder path which is to sacrifice my enjoyment in life and move on so i could graduate on time together with my beloved loved ones.. =( dont know what to do now...

2011-10-24T23:31:00.000+07:00

i miss him so badlyy. but i got jelly actually. he's girlfriend soo pretty. and seems very smart. and sweet. i jelly them. nothing. he was one of our convo topic a while ago. or i was the one who let him be the topic. coz i can't seem to take my curiosity hidden any more. i miss him. that's why i finally had the mighty urge to delete our past convos. the conversation that i had read over and over again for a lot of times. especially when i was sad, i always read our past friendly chat. anyways. past is past.

2011-10-23T22:03:00.001+07:00

i feel so sad again.. i dont know what lies ahead.. i miss the good times.. i miss being with my family :((( I pray that i could withstand all these feelings..all these hardships i am feeling. :((

2011-10-23T13:47:00.001+07:00

Ang hirap ume-fc sa mga prof. ewan ko. kahit like ko maging close cla or maki frends man lng s knila..minsan na iispeechless ako twing nakakasalubong ko sila.. nakaka inggit ung iba..ang galing nila maki fc s mga prof. or maki friendly man lang.. nkkatakot kse.. weirdity.

2011-10-22T22:08:00.001+07:00

Feeling ko gst q maging artista hahha lapit na ng pbb series!, :)) sna madami gwapo fun..chaka maganda.. Gst q dn sumali dun balang arw eh if fate would pave me through it..lol astig dn survivor philippines eh.. Anyway. Gst q dn mkita s personal si georgina wilson .. At anne curtis..at kc conxepcion xempre.. They were like my ultimate fashion idol.. :))

Huhu

2011-10-22T17:36:00.001+07:00

I feel so sad right now. I feel so dragged down by all the possible kinds of the forces of gravity.. (ha? Anu daw?) :( i wanna go home sobadly..i miss my mom my dad our house the food there the smell of the air and my bedroom..now i know what others felt like when they flunked a course..so this is what it feels like..i feel so heavy and depressed. The bright side of it actually is it helped me think of a lot of serious things in life..it made me somehow more serious with every thing surrounding me..and the best one of all is, it helped me notto think of my crushes too much..it made me less of a stalker and made me care more about my own life and the path of life that iam and will and should be taking..anyways..i want some caramel nowww.

i love my classmates

2011-10-22T10:24:00.001+07:00

i love my classmates very much. they are so funny they always make me laugh. their comments about every thing were always very witty. and creative. and i can't stop my self from laughing.

Kaloka

2011-10-21T21:24:00.001+07:00

Nakakloka..mga third year at second yr na nakikilala ko, sa simu simula pa lang eh my ate pa tawag sken pero habang tumatagal at habang tumatagal nila akong nakakausap wala ng ate atehan sa tawag nila...marla na lang. Nakakalungkot isipin na hnd nila na ako ginagalang habang nakikilala nila ako nang lubusan at pagkatapos maransan ang aking ka weirohan sa buhay...

2011-10-21T21:17:00.001+07:00

Feeling ko nag fi feeling na ang mga crush ko na crush ko sila..huhuhu ang hirap ang awkward minsan pero feeling ko tlga.. Nag fi feeling lang ako..haha nag fi feeling lang ako na nag fi feeling cla.. I suchaloser

Ajejejej

2011-10-09T10:01:00.000+07:00

Idont wanna wakeup and getup from this very bed yet. How i wish i could sleep forever..hmmm so many things i wanna do so many places i wanna go, so many books i wanna read so many movies i wanna watch fr this sem break.. How i wish im done with my majorship alrdy.anyway. I wanna eat pizza crepes waffles cupcakes jamaican pie popcorn sundaes dairyqueen rockyroad and snickers and hersheys chocolate bar and redmango yoghurt and milk tea and wham burger and tgif nachos and burger and taco bells and buffet food and wendys frosty and fruitas green mango shke and i want a boyfriend too!!,

Cliche

2011-09-30T19:24:00.000+07:00

Why do i like you so much? This feeling is such a cliche and it's so not new. And that is what i hate about it. I always have this particular unknown something in me that tends me to like someone very easily. why? why? why? did i even like you? i feel like im having a viral disease. like a flu. invading my every nerve. my every senses. it makes me sick so much i wanna scream my lungst out.
One thing i hate more about it is, it makes my stalking skills very improving. and going to the highest stalking level! -.- i hate my self for being such a stalker. makes me feel very pathetic. i can't seem to control it. at all. :(

I miss blogging

2011-09-27T18:02:00.000+07:00

I miss blogging my daily churvaness in life here at blogger but i always felt lazy even to attempt to focus and type things. Mostly bcos i find all my posts here very immature and futile in some ways. Whatever im blogging alr now again :)

2011-09-18T10:11:00.001+07:00

i Hate Studying :(

Trying to figure out the right words to say

2011-09-13T21:37:00.000+07:00

some guy

2011-09-10T18:11:00.002+07:00

We were at the library and there ws this one particular young 3rd-year-ish guy who constantly passed by the table where we were seated and he was like kinda staring at me or was like trying to get a closer look at me. Of course I felt awkward and at first i didnt mind coz it might just be like the normal kind of things that people usually do..u know like just stare at someone simply because you exist..those kinds of normal stuff.. but it felt even more awkward when he did stare again like for a half minute ws lyk trying to get a closer look maybe at the brand of my eyeglasses or maybe he was trying to figure out if my binoculars are actually real or maybe he was trying to decipher if im only using my glasses just for fashion stuff and like that.. and then.. a thought occurred to me.. maybe he might be one of the random people who i had randomly added in facebook since he kinda looked somehow okay and tolerable and kinda cute. maybe he might be one of those people who actually wondered if they knew who this facebook friend adder is.. weird.

2011-08-25T16:03:00.000+07:00

i noticed that almost all of my blog posts here did not miss a major complaint about my life. Lol. I noticed that I actually love to complain and complain about every thing. and I dont think it's a good thing. But I think it is. It might be considered as a kind of stress therapy you know, being able to blurt out what you really feel and think without giving a care what others might think or say about it. I just love to complain. errrr

No Money Money Money Me

2011-08-21T09:01:00.000+07:00

I rly wish I could find a $100 bill somewhere on the street today.Yeah, i specifically wish it is a dollar bill. Being financially broke totally makes me crazy and really hungry!! I've been saving my loaf of bread for the week and there is nothing left of my pnutbutter jars. im so sad. A jar of peanut butter, i wish, would magically appear in front of me any time today and it would rly rly make my day.

bummer

2011-08-20T15:15:00.001+07:00

i love staying all morning and all aftrnn doing nothing but to chill and eat and nap and sleep all day long! too bad i rly feel so stinky and vry viscous of sweat glands (eww) ryt nw i havnt showerd yet i feel so lazyyyy coz im still totally enjoying being a major bummer! im so happy i finally finishd wtchng pll seasn 1 it ws vry bitin i hate the fact that the mystery ws still not resolved. ohwell its tv drama. i love it though i love the prettyness of the casts :) i sometimes imitate the way their lips move, no, im lying i ALWAYS try to talk like i had their lips its sooo glossy i wish i had the confidence to use that much of a lip gloss too! :)

i cnt stop laughing at my mockery to my mom's hair.

2011-08-18T20:49:00.000+07:00

VIDEOCAMCHATTING WITH MY PARENTS

Scene 1: my mother's webcam image emerges through the chat screen. And we were like.

WOAH. THAT IS ONE HELLA OF A NEW HAIRSTYLE!

and she just normally spoke and told us stuff and blah blahs and a couple of blah blahs more...then..we were like "WOW NEW HAIRSTYLE" my sis is so not comfortable with it so she just complained and complained and muttered words which i think made my mom more proud even though it was supposed to insult her but she rather became more proud of her hair telling us that it was our dad's idea to get a new cut and said that even our aunts didn't stop complimenting her and so so so..

So i said "No, that's okay. Your hair is so okay. You dont look like a tomboy any more." coz she has the hair of a tomboy because it is shoulder length and she always bond it in a ponytail. So, i said more "You dont look like a tomboy anymore though because you look like a gay now!" whahahhaha icantstop laughing my stomach aches!!!

i like them..A LOT.

2011-08-17T20:59:00.000+07:00

i dnt knw why im so fond of gay people. I rly love hearing them talk. i love laughing at their every comment about every thing. They just are so witty and so funny. I love them for being very honest at all times and though they are very opinionated and frank, they aren't fake and they are very sincere in every word they say. That is the very thing i like about them. Their sarcasm makes me always laugh. :)) I think i will going to have a very healthy heart if im going to live with them. Non stop laughter might be my only problem then.

Im in a fasting session

2011-08-16T23:46:00.000+07:00

I am still in the process of internet-cyberspace-fasting right now. Its an irony though im still blogging, surfing and stalking my crush's facebook. Hahahaha! i just hate the fact that im such a creepy stalker. Everybody has an instant impression of me everytime they hear my name. Marla The Stalker. A lot of people call me stalker. I dont mind though, it's true anyway. In fact i am so used to it already that I tend to openly announced it to any one I could have conversation with. In my defense, everybody is a stalker. Each one of us is curious and concern about what others have been upto these days right? However, everybody doesn't always vulgarize what or who they've been stalking to others. Most of them just keep the things they've discovered about a particular person all to their self. It is normally a part of every one's lifestyle these days. Blame the social networking sites but everyone learns from everybody. So, it is also a synergistic mechanism.

i like this pic-- i got it from tumblr :)

2011-08-15T22:32:00.002+07:00

Yeah. I kinda liked it because it has a New York on it. and I want to visit the Empire State Bldg someday,too! To feel the breeze, to see the magnificent view of the whole city on top! It must have had a very cool carefree feeling!

Am i too annoying?

2011-08-15T22:18:00.003+07:00

DIY Banana Caramel! :)) try it!

2011-08-13T14:37:00.002+07:00

In Good Vibes and in Bad, Goober never fails to make my day!

2011-08-13T14:27:00.002+07:00

Friday Madnesss

2011-08-12T22:58:00.003+07:00

Irritated Much

2011-08-07T09:45:00.002+07:00

It is extremely hard to be a very not-so-into-noise person. Sometimes I wish I have my own space. Like real living alone space. A flat. My very own flat. With every single thing under my control. With every single detail under my responsibility where no one could complain, where nobody would dare instruct me where or what to do with my stuff, and all. I just really hate being the one bearing the label of The Responsible One; The Leader; The Supposed-To-Be-Mature One; Ugh. It is such a huge responsibility and an extremely hard task. With a lot of things to keep in mind, things to be patient about, things to understand and things to be compromised. Every aspect of the individual must be considered. Like one's physical, social, emotional and mental development must always be checked and be concerned about. Ugh. I sound too complaining today though. Nope. I actually complain a lot deep inside my head more than I complain verbally to any one. And this is a blog post which clearly relays that I am currently irritated. I just wish this would pass.

Actually im just rly mad today because Nobody ever dared to buy a tube of toothpaste! ARRRGH.

I LOVE BEING A BUM!

2011-08-06T12:36:00.001+07:00

prettyyyness :)

2011-08-02T19:15:00.001+07:00

Someone is being so childish

2011-08-02T18:06:00.004+07:00

i was very taken aback by the attitude of that person. i dont know. i ws knda shockd by his shoutout thing. i thought he was such a decent, nice, guy. unfortunately, my impression of him just suddenly dropped to the "bad" edge. He's so childish. anyway. A nice, gentle guy wouldn't react that way. He's just very. unlikeable. now. i dont like him na. im so turned off. His looks will not amuse me any more starting today. Or so i hope. I am hopefully praying not to see/meet him tomorrw. I dont want to see his face. Be cause. I might just swallow what i had written today and might fall in love again.JOKE. Haha!(Sorry whoever might read this im jst simply expressing my opinion and how i felt about Him.)

2011-08-02T13:05:00.002+07:00

Annyeong Hasseyo! =)

2011-08-01T21:34:00.000+07:00

Paranoia

2011-07-31T21:50:00.001+07:00

im knda paranoid. i feel like sum ppol are kinda talking bout me. behind my back. or maybe it is jst very unavoidable fr someone to talk about someone behind their backs. or maybe im just being paranoid or im jst rly being such a feeler. haha! i don't know. i feel really sad every time i could sense and could see beyond someone's eyes like they are having some thoughts about me and such and such. and makes me kinda scared and i eventually get to act awkward and weird towards them coz i felt like im being bad or sumthing. =( anyway. you need to be very careful with your actions and words. and it is very hard to please every one u know. i dont know. I always commit every thing to Him though. It is only Him who knows me very well. :)

I miss my long hair

2011-07-31T00:15:00.001+07:00

i jst wish i didn't cut my hair short. maybe its v.long alr today and i might enjoy flipping it over and over again. and im being random again. nyway. i jst can't sleep. :( i jst hate the fact that some people are very weird. right! like me. and im kinda sad. i jst find it very sad that i dont know how to handle situations with guys. or maybe guys that i kinda find... interesting. Like this other particular guy. i just find him rly interesting and sometimes cool. who wouldnt feel the way i feel when that someone seems to want you to feel like he likes you but you know he doesn't coz you might be just feeling something is isn't right and u knw what he's so good at and.and. and.nver mind. i might have just lacked some sleep.

i dont feel like studying.

2011-07-30T22:00:00.000+07:00

Sometimes im inspired to study. Yet the internet is such a huge temptation. I can't help but be magnetized to it. I hate the feeling sometimes. It was like being committed and attached to something irresistible. I tried turning it off in order to start studying but I just simply can't concentrate. I feel like the internet is a very huge part of my daily routine. A huge part of me that I can't seem to take my attention off from. I feel like it's my boyfriend or something that I can't even concentrate to do something without thinking about it. It is not only about the social networking sites. It is knda everything related to it that i find it just very loveable. :)

Nashville

2011-07-27T18:20:00.003+07:00

The Water Fountain

2011-07-27T18:11:00.000+07:00

Bonding time with Jayme =) I enjoyed our moments coz she's my boss and im her supervisor she almost did all the job

2011-07-27T17:03:00.002+07:00

swaggers

2011-07-27T16:06:00.001+07:00

Funny though my father woke us up very early in the morning just for him to take a picture of us. And he specifically required us to wear our school uniforms. My bro and sis had a 7am class while mine will start at 1pm so I kinda look v. lame here. I feel like i look very smelly coz i wasn't able to take a bath yet. I am still just freshly woken up at this pic-taking moment. At first i was hesitant coz we're very ashamed to pose downstairs for the fear of potential watchers could see us taking a pose. So, our dad tricked us he said we will only take a pic some corner in the stairs so I immediately dress my self

Nova in a cool rainy day

2011-07-27T15:46:00.000+07:00

Things we did whle itwas raining! *i was wearing my fav souvenir Bohol shirt =")

2011-07-27T15:39:00.004+07:00

2011-07-27T15:31:00.001+07:00

2011-07-24T23:26:00.000+07:00

missing someone terribly. coz damn the pics i saw. makes me miss him more and makes me regret for not being very friendly to him hahhahaha damn i was already able to forget him for almost a week but a single pic of him jinxed my effort!

ibags

2011-07-24T19:46:00.004+07:00

i dont like the fact that my eyebags disappeared -.- i think i sleep too much these days. i rly prefer my eyebagsssy look. makes me look cooler.

HUHUHUU i need to restore my eyebags.hahah!

Green Tea Latte!

2011-07-24T19:19:00.000+07:00

I rly love the hot green tea latte of strbcks. i like it hot. i tried my sister's frappe version of it, and i still like the hot one.. anyway. i love the message that was preached today by pastor ryan. he is one of my favorite pastors,by the way. it was vry inspiring and challenging. talks about God's Word being a fire and a hammer. His Word does not always taste good nor is it always sweet like honey or something that makes us feeling full and satisfied, but God's Word can burn our insides, our thoughts and could terribly hurt us, it could break us into pieces because it conveys the truth and the right real thing. I can not fully expound the very clear explanation of the message nor am i good at doing it but it has something to do with the choices we make in life. It depends upon you whether you choose to follow The Word or The World.

anyway.

When I Woke Up --- Experimenting w/ my sister's webcammy! hahha

2011-07-23T20:50:00.002+07:00

Ha!

2011-07-23T09:31:00.000+07:00

im so glad my classm8s aren't that mad at me fr being such a KJ at all times. And fr always being forgiving and understanding fr all i had done to them. Im so thankful they are a huge part of my life. of my whole college life. they will always be an unforgettable part of my life. :)

anyway.im going to wtch love and other drugs. i bet it is unforgettable. hahha! a lot of ppol says it is a kind of mild porn.. im scared too! i might faint because of its unwholesomeness.

im so ugly :(

2011-07-20T21:43:00.000+07:00

i hate how i look today. and yesterday and the day before that. ugh. why do i look so weird.
sometimes i feel pretty, but it only happens when im in a good mood. or if im in love. not rly in love though. but kinda inspired by someone who i think i have a crush on. i think it is true they say that when a person is in love, her/his appearance will kinda look good. Like a blooming effect kind of thing. But when a person is depressed or sad, his/her appearance will look kinda vague. and dull. weird right!

yeah, i've actually kinda had experienced it. It was the time when I had a constant communication with this particular crush of mine. And then, every after the day we had this little bonding talk, I kinda felt like ppol always compliment how I look for the day,and the day after that and i think it's because i feel good inside coz i feel kinda appreciated and unignored by the world and blah blah blah. But now, since we alr lost touch or maybe he kinda had that weird bad impression of me maybe he thinks im rly weird, so. We don't talk that much any more. sad right?! yeah. that's how it usually ends. After that personal one on one encounter with him, it happened then just like that. Nothing. No Sparks at all. Sparkless

im bored

2011-07-19T09:08:00.001+07:00

I think im not enjoying my schooling days any more. My life in pharma is getting so boring now. I don't feel like going to school every day. I feel so down. and bored. and lazy. uggh. I hate going to school. I wish time will play faster now. Like rly fast I want to finish all the darn thesis, majorship, requirements stuff!! uggh. I want a life!

Another PMS Moment

2011-07-17T15:34:00.001+07:00

I am currently going through pms syndrome wherein I always seem to be hungry, irritated and very emotional. I hate controlling my anger and emotions but it feels gr8 whn u fnally did it.
And I can't seem to stop frm eating. I ways crave fr something to munch on. That's why our fridge might be broken alr because of my frequent openings of its door hahaha

sadd

2011-07-17T08:05:00.001+07:00

My frnd said he alr sent a bbm invyt but I havnt still rcvd it :( anyway mybe I w8td fr it too much my heart aches. Hahaha yeah I thot I could make chika with him alr in bbm last nyt. At frst I misread wt he said. I tht its sumthn lyk 'I'm going to invyt u' and I hurriedly replied that goes like 'ok go ahead'.then, aftr 2 hrs or so I reread wht he said. It was actually like 'I alr added u in bbm' its in the past tense. And I panicked. Yeah. Kinda. Fr 2hrs I was waiting like 'wat da hell' his invyt is the only one I'm still waiting fr hrs! Hahha I alr apprvd a number of ppol and his hasn't arrived at all :( even when I askd him wt his pin is, I added him but.. Nothing happened :( I'm so sad. I know he's not the kind of person who lies. He's actually rly friendly. And I regret the fact tht I hav always tried to ignore his friendliness by always being a cyber snob perhaps is the term hahha because I'm too scared to get closer to a person who reminds me of a someone I can't possibly forget! :( hey wats wrong with our bbm pins?! :(

Being Sick Sucks

2011-07-13T17:24:00.002+07:00

It's been a long time since i did hav a flu. I recently had taken my health for granted and had abused my physical strength to the point of not realizing that my body can't actually bear it any longer. I've always taken my health with great pride, especially when every one in the family gets sick for a period of time and I am the only one left with an unbelievably shield against colds,coughs, flu and any trace of illnesses. But i think i became too proud for the past years and it is now my turn to humble my health-pride down. But honestly, I don't eat a lot of fruits and vegetables now any more than I usually do. Maybe it's because of that. I became very lazy to buy some and i always eat unreal, unhealthy foods. So, my only advice for every one is to take good care of their health. Eat fruits. Eat vegetables. And I might as well regain my appetite for them once again.

With a throbbing head, with a phlegmy-sharp chest, with an annoyingly sneezy fluid against my nose, my day can't get any worse. Its the 3rd day of my flu period and I so hate the feeling. It is also my exam week and I can't and I didn't study my lessons. I don't have that particular inspired feeling to study and I feel so bad every after I answer the exams I know I will get very low scores in there. I hate being sick. :(

Im mourning. Im crying like a not-just-a-river- but an ocean!..of tears. :(

2011-07-07T00:04:00.000+07:00

an ocean of tears
oh how i hate to bear!
.............
odba i just wish i know how to make a poem! haha! it is one of my weaknesses actually, those making poems kind of thing.
and as what my two-lined poem says, i am grieving. :(
our Management professor isn't going to be professor-ing us any more. :( im so sad it's kinda so unfair. His class is one of the interesting classes i enjoy attending actually, even though the topics we discuss were mostly formal-ish and business-ish and kinda seminar-ish and boring-ish sometimes..but it is one of the class i had learned a lot from. :( i just wish he didn't leave his professor-ing job. maybe he could just take that other new job opportunity he was talking about next year. He just seem so the kind of guy i wish to marry! hahahhaha he's so.... seemingly perfect! :)) :((( i can stare at him for hours when he talks. he's so just..again, perfect!

its funny

2011-07-02T09:44:00.002+07:00

Its funny how my Dad says "Theres the oatmeal,La! Dont you always eat oatmeal?!" when we were at the supermarket. It's funny how he tend to urge me to eat after every meal "Hey La, you should eat some more. Didn't you eat?" i dont know. He thinks i've lose some weight. Im flattered. really. and insulted as well. hahahha. it means i normally am a huge eater. portionally, i mean.
imisshim and my mom too. =(
Its funny how my beloved mother opens the computer and the very first site she goes to is either at cebupacific or airphil hahhah we always joke about how she's so obssessed with ticket promos and she might even be having a promosis-a disease being addicted to promos. Lol. While our homepage was facebook, hers was cebupacific/pal/airphil even though she's not really that of a traveller.she just rly wants to know if there are promos. And occasionally when there really is a promo, whether it's in HongKong or in other foreign countries, she will usually shrieked while we were either studying or doing some other important stuff, she screams "Hey, theres a promo ticket to HongKong" and we were like "???!! as if you have the money to buy the ticket!!? even when it is in low price, dont you think you will stay pay for your hotels and shopping spree there?!" yeah, we are that rude. hahahha and she'll just keep quiet.

I miss my Dad

2011-06-19T20:10:00.004+07:00

Today, is actually the real father's day-day. We did not greet our father today because we already did greet him through an sms message last week. We thought it was last week. But It was, in Jolo. Fortunately, the father's day event there was earlier than here. Anyway. I could still remember the time when I was still in high school, I think, when my father was saddened and upset coz we hadn't greeted him a happy father's day greeting. He told us that a number of friends and nephews and nieces already greeted him but no one among us (his lovely childrem) even made an effort to txt him a simple txt message greeting. hahaha! we were totally ashamed and kinda surprised actually since we don't really do those usual things. Usual things like mushy stuff and all. So, from that day on, we did not miss to greet him a happy father's day message. ^^.

yeah. unfortunately, as my blog title implies, i am missing him. Not only because i am monetarily-wrecked again, but yes, it is a huge part of the matter, but i do miss his voice, his specially exclusive treats of paternal advice, his animated ways of telling seemingly-real stories, and some bits of gossips that we might have already heard of. Because he hates to gossip, and everything that has to deal with it, we always already know the issue long before he begins to tell it to us. And he's not surprised at all though, coz, gossips, as he always say, travel really fast.

Anyway, i am having an intensive craving for chocolates these past few days. Luckily my mother is here, so I had someone having to grant me the nutella and crumpy choco spread desires, the goober pnutbtterjelly, and some loaves of bread. But, due to some unfortunate desperation to savor some spoonsful of choco icecrm, i unoptionally grabbed the milo powder and poured out a very small amount of hot water into it so as to make it very viscous and undiluted. It is actually the usual thing i do every time i crave for chocolates. Milo had always been my only hero when it comes to satisfying my chocolate cravings. =)

i am stressed out

2011-06-16T21:25:00.001+07:00

yeah. i think i am so stressed out lately. There is this one very significant episode of the VampireDiaries that i recently downloaded and sadly enough, it didn't turn out that well so i need to download that very episode again by browsing through random sites of numerous torrent sources. it is making me literally crazy. i dont know which sites to trust. Not mentioning the very fact of going through the agonizing moments of waiting for the downloads to finish which mostly last for at least 2 hours per torrent, my mind is probably going to explode at any moment now. =l i don't know either if im mad or what or just plainly tired and emotional. there are things that i am currently going through right now and i dont think i can exactly identify what they are. And i really hate the fact that i should already have to sleep by now coz i still have a 7am class tomorrow and i need to wake up before the sun will propagate itself by tomorrow.

BAD TRIP

2011-06-04T15:10:00.000+07:00

Bad trip tlaga pramis! ambagal ng net nakaka inis! nakaka stress! ugh.
Nakaka pikon nu ba hyan. dami kong dapat idownload! kaasar lang!
=l naiinis dn ako sa buhok ko hnd xado kita ung new hair color ko! nu ba yan.
kaasar lang. nu ba yan lagi na lang ako nagsasabi ng kaasar at nu ba yan. nu ba yan. kaasar.
anywez. Im extremely pissed off these past few days.
The very prominent reason is the fact that 2 movies i downloaded for 2 agonizing days didn't turn out that well! It only went nowhere else except in the recycle bin.
ugghh. Then i am also kinda partially pissed off with the way i look when i smile. My teeth lacked one tooth below so every time i smile there is a very obvious space in my mouth. I look really weird. weirder i mean.

kilig my gas

2011-05-27T22:20:00.004+07:00

I miss Princess :"(

2011-05-22T20:21:00.009+07:00

Especially her shrilly high pitch laughter! that goes something like "HIHIHIHIHIHIH...."
I miss her voice.
I miss the way she talks, the way her eyes move towards the ceiling while she tilts her head sideways every time she is analyzing or thinking about something.
I miss the way she tells a story together with her side comments and opinions about the subject matter.
I miss her long descriptive excited explanations of make-up stuff especially the topic of her favorite lipstick brand though I can't fully relate with that part, I am still eager to listen and was always able to learn more about it.
I miss her inquisitive personality. She always listen to every story I tell her even though most of it are very nonsensical.. and then she mostly laughs at every joke I say though she will frankly utter it is corny but she will sincerely combine it with a good laugh.

And then sometimes when the thing i've told her already expires, like for example when our conversation about that particular thing already ended for about like 5minutes ago and we were already able to move on to the next topic, I am always taken aback when she will suddenly ask a serious question about that past particular thing after 3stories had already passed. =)

That is one thing that makes me fond and love her. It didn't come to me that she'll be interested and treating the things I've told her too seriously. Like for example the underwear story i've told her. I did not expect her to ask me after 10minutes what happened to that underwear after i told her that i did something about it.. I thought she wasn't giving it a lot of thought. but she actually did.wahahhaha

IMISSHER :( and a whole lot of ppol too.

I miss a lot of things

2011-05-20T19:58:00.000+07:00

I miss a lot of people, particularly Perly, Princess, Kimberly Yap, Aivy Charms, Finzy, Jesmon, my BPH family, and a whole lot more.... the 'whole lot more' stands for my mob of crushes hahahaha
my internship is soon going to end. and i am so going to miss the fun, the stories of different people,

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So unfair my brotha has all the right to keep his fb profile extremely private.
Coz lot of girls were stalking it.
-.-
In my case, there is no need to even make it even slightly private. Nobody views every single thing i do anyway, so im good!!! My life is at peace then.

IwantAJob!!!! I want to earn money already... :(

If Im Gonna Be a Professor

2011-04-01T15:56:00.003+07:00

I feel rly disappointed with some professors. Although their theories are reasonable, why can't they just have mercy and be human??!! Some assumes they are teaching in a foreign-country university. Geez, you are in the Philippines ppol! Anything is possible!

Someday if fate would pave my Professor-ing plans in the future, I am so going to lower my standards. Especially to those who are suffering in their grades. But I will raise my standards and make those high-graded students suffer! Not all Honors students are intelligent anyway. Some are having high grades because they are very diligent, and has a lot of alarm clocks near their bed that tend them to go to school early.

What Makes Me Like And Not Like A Guy..hmmm

2011-03-31T17:05:00.002+07:00

A survey kind of thing for bored people or for people who is waiting for his/her downloads to finish.

1. Im attracted to a guy with a goatee. or a mustache.
2. I dont like bald guys.
3. I dont like very sweet guys.
4. I like guys who make me laugh.
5. I dont like guys who are very talkative and loud and noisy.
6. He must have a very factual sense of aura when talking even when only 40% of what he says is actually true.
7. I dont like guys who are confident.
8. I like mysterious looking guys. But not too mysterious.
9. I dont like guys with Tats.
10. I like guys who smile a lot.
11. I like guys who will help people carry what he/she carries and not only for the sake of portraying an impression to others.
12. I like guys who are generous to others, to beggars, or to the needy.
13. I like guys who doesn't like starbucks,or havaianas, or armani, or NamesOfRestaurantsINeverHeardOf or all the famous expensive stuff.
14. I like guys who are not too friendly. and guys who doesn't talk that much.
15. I like book-worm guys. :)

Bread and Cheese

2011-03-31T16:03:00.002+07:00

im hungry. i want to eat something unrepetitive. like bread loaves and cheese. but it is the greatest emergency-instant meal/snack ever. especially when you forgot to grocery shop or you're simply just lazy to move an inch to buy from food hubs. or. like in my case, financially broke.

kekkeekeke

the disadvantage of residing near a mall. my friend was sooo right. how am i going to be not broke when im actually living near a mall?!!! !@#$%^&*

i am so excited for my internship next week. hopefully we could already start by then. coz it seems like the girl who is in charge for us in the firm looks like she loves making interns or people like us to get physically exhausted by making us go there every other day and leaves us go like WHENTHEHELLRUPLANNINGTOMAKEUSSTARTYET without the thought of gaining potential haters. but she was nice anyway. and pretty too. but i like how she looked before when she still got her hair longer.
i often feel shy when im with my co-interns. they were classmates so i remain silent and very mute when they discuss something. i always miss my classmates every time they seem to talk a lot of things. they totally have different views in everything.

k

2011-03-31T13:44:00.000+07:00

First of all I can't fully express how grateful I am for having awesome parents.
They accept me for who I am, they respect every decision I make and it sometimes makes me feel guilty.
They trust me so much it sometimes make me think they dont care about me.
Like for instance when I say Im at this particular place, or when I'll ask for permission to do some thing, they always respond with OK. sometimes when they are maybe very tired to press one more button on their mobile phone, it is only a whole letter K. with no dot..! and i rly appreciate it if there is a dot in the end, coz it only happens once in a blue moon. And my dad always jokes that the reason why he replies with Okkkkk (the one with the numerous k's in the end) is the fact that it might make his 1peso load more unwasted. Well, that's what we, business-minded raised kids also think in every situation throughout our lives...

In my hometown, since we had a grocery/office-school supplies store, every classmate or friend or cousin of ours thinks that we are very lucky coz we can always eat expensive chocolates,drink sodas whenever we are thirsty or have cute notebooks since we already have it at our store, or they think that every cute thing we sell is also one of our very own personal belongings. Well, they are all telling the very exact opposite of it. We might sell those branded,classy chocolates, or those pricey branded notebooks, but we rarely even have a chance to have it. Talking about chocolates, we only get lucky when those products are past their expiration dates.. and im not scared of diarrhea. at. all! and my stomach is kinda very used to it already, it might be very embarrassing to admit but yes. We only eat the expired products in our store..HAHHAHA oh how i miss home. :(

LMAO ROFL LOLZ!

2011-03-29T11:13:00.003+07:00

Dont ask God to guide your steps if youre not willing to move your feet.

i cant stop laughing with what i commented with my classmate Rap's status in facebook.

i commented: pano kung may parkinsons ako. in english, What if i have parkinsons?LMAO ROFL LOLZZ!

i know im long since been crazy but i just cant stop laughing last night even when before, during and after i slept, it was still in my head.. I laughed by myself. and loudly and crazily. i know it wasn't funny to some people but i just really find my joke funny. geez my disease is getting worse.